Just hanging out

So, it's a Wednesday night, not much to do. I thought maybe I'd write a blog. So, call me technologically challenged, but, I just found out about limewire.com. Did you know you can download music to your itunes for free! Yeah, well, thanks for not letting me know. I've been spending unnecessary money downloading music. Anyway, I love it. I have so much new music now, it's insane. The only thing I need now is to get some type of hook up where I can listen to my shuffle in the car. They have all kinds of hook ups for Nano's and the ipod, but, non for the shuffle. Sucks. I have been thinking. Ofcourse, you all already knew that because that's all I do, think and think and think, but, anyway, I've been thinking about life and how short it is and how we miss so much because we're too afraid to make that leap of faith into the unknown. I am the prime example of how fear can keep one idle. I have decided not to be the person that when I'm old, talks about all that I wanted to do in life but never accomplished because I was too afraid, or concerned with what others might say. So, I am determined to complete all my life goals, regarless of what others might say, or what obsticles might face me. To me, Josh is that example. He did what he longed to do, regardless of what others said. It might sound insane to most people to enlist in the military when we are at war as a country, but he didn't care. So, I guess what I'm saying is that, I no longer care what others may think, I have decided to do what I belive is best for my family. :)